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stupid phone

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 23:33:44 GMT

my cell phone is broken so if anyone is trying to contact me still leave a voicemail and yoru number and i'll get back to you soon

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 05:51:01 GMT

Im done with this livejournal, and myspace and everyone just lies to eachother every single day and im one of them!

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 07:02:08 GMT

Florida!!

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 22:53:21 GMT

Well key and I are leaving on thursday for florida till the 7th. So if you try to call me remember im 3 hours ahead in the time.

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 02:18:51 GMT

what the fuck is this shit.. Who the hell is on my page since it wasnt me that wrote this journal. ANd the only person i know who it can be had to run away and hide from everyone once again. Oh yeah you know who you are.

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 22:00:25 GMT

Very sad today my dearest friend on mine died lastnight.

I was just placing water in it and started to clean it.

And "bang" the chamber had to crack and the crack some more!?!

So now I probably wont get another friend like him again....

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 06:21:50 GMT

Well heres my new screen name : theirishishman

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 20:04:24 GMT

Well the summer is over and most of everyone has gone back to school besides a few of us. Knowing that school has started people wont be able to really hang out that much anymore and it saddens me. No more partying, smoking, kick backs, late night driving, and wondering the streets. I'd have to say this summer had to be the best of them all. Thanks to Jon, Travis, Kendall, Galina, James, and Robbie you all that partied with me and Key.

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 13:52:13 GMT

well couldnt sleep lastnight and im still up just thinking and wondering in my head. In the past several hours ive painted and it looks like crap to me but it was in my head and i had to get it out some shape or form. Today looks like ever other day that goes by but theres no catch... Im actually going to do something about that, i plan on exercising all day getting back into riding like ther old days. So I will have my phone but might not hear it ring so ill get back to you all when i get the chnace. Well me luck havent ridden my bike in years and hopefully can ride over 25miles today

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 22:05:04 GMT

Im just going to dissappear again if anyone needs me I dont know what to tell you sorry...

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 20:04:10 GMT

well this weekend was okay i guess just tired and bored sitting around because no one knows what to do. Im dissapointed in myself for drinking when i didnt want too. And I have been thinking abotu what im going to do when the summer ends.
Will I:
get new job
move out
go back to school

I really dont know and cant tell right away, it just I enjoy hanging with friends but it really doesnt seem like they like hanging with me or key. I just have a feeling that when i move no one is going to want to drive out and see us because its to far for them to drive yet its only like 5 miles away.

The phone never rings now unless ppl want bud or for me to buy alcohol form them.. GREAT FRIENDS I HAVE

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 03:05:52 GMT

bored once again..
im really tired from Vegas the heat just killed me. My car died again and im most likey getting a new one since this car is just trying to kill me, and draining out my pockets. Dont know what to get but hopefully some kind of truck.

pretty much my day has sucked...
dropped off key at home, went to santa monica pier and lost my left gauge in my ear. had to buy new ones and there smaller not by much, but thats all they had left. found out how stupid my dad really is, by putting radiator fluid in the windsheild wipper fluid and the car turned green from it. got yelled at by parents saying i fucked up the car which i didnt because of there stupidy.

I realized in Las Vegas I drink to much and i stopped drinking starting yesterday. Key wasnt to happy about that yet she doesnt really ever drink with me unless its more then 2 ppl.

So thats my daily report to you all

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 19:06:06 GMT

What toy do you remind me of?

Bouncy Ball

You can be very colorful, and you like to bounce around all over the place. Lifes too short to be tied down, you want to roll all over the place. Often times you might seem lost to those who are close to you, but you're just on one ongoing adventure!

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Wed, 27 Jul 2005 17:18:38 GMT

Las Veags will be there till friday i think or maybe even staurday who knows. But its going to be hot and im probably going to black out at leeas once i always do. And if my car dies in the desert im going to flip a bitch on it and destroy the fucker lol. Hopefully it doesnt come to that..

So if anyone needs to get ahold of me call me, text me or who knows there might be someone in the trunk wont find out until we get there.

gone for the day

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 20:33:41 GMT

well im out driving around with key if anyone wants to hangout cal my cell

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 03:33:59 GMT

FUCK

well today was kinda fun, had to move shit and got it done in 4 hours. Got payed for moving stuff and packing it up.

Then came home............

Thats were the day started to go to shit, making plans with ppl and basically having it thrown back into your face. Oh nope were leaving now and shit like that then finding out oh we just got here. So what did you do for almost 3 hours then? Then the silents! Which doesnt make it better in anyway, well thats what i think.

So basically i just want to drink and get drunk but there really no one around since everyone already has plans for the night. And i dont really feel like paying for ppl's drinks because they dont have money.

All i want is a half 0, and ppl to enjoy if with.

So im probably thinking of doing nothing and just wondering the streets. Dont fel like really answering my cell phone but then ppl would worry, and i dont need that now.

morning

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 14:38:22 GMT

well its 7:27am saturday morning for some reason now i have been getting up early again like i use to for work. so today i have to drive to fullerton to a ladies house which i dont even know and pack her stuff and get payed for it. its just great when your parents tell ppl at there work "oh my son can help you move" when i have no clue my parents talk about you with there co-workers. i wonder what else they tlak about im kinda afraid to know now. but its okay i guess, just tired and i have to leave soon.

the last couple have been fun went driving, arrowhead(well tired too), pushing cars, crazy driving on dark roads, smoked, drank, bonfire, aquarium, san diego zoo, and was with friends.

next week key and i are going to be in Las Vegas for a couple of days, and will be back on the 30th. then after that were trying to go to San Franciso, the art there is crazy. so if you can fit in my trunk came to SF with us.

have to get ready to drive to fullerton now yay for me lol.

call my cell if you need me i can still answer that later

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 21:51:30 GMT

What`s your pimped out ghetto thug weapon?

Mysterious Blunt Object

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Thu, 07 Jul 2005 22:10:40 GMT

well lets see how my thursday has been treating me..

hmm

Was out driving all night and my car decided to try to kill me. Lets see the tires are bald and my brakes sucks so what happens. My brakes lock up and my tires slide and i end up hitting a car trailer.

Or and to make things better I ripped my cell phone into 2 pieces so people cant get ahold of me sorry everyone.

Its not like people really do call me.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 22:55:06 GMT

while thought the day was going to be different but guess i was wrong once again... Havent felt well since like tuesday from Travis's house from drinking games and I still feel like shit. People have been getting on my nerves all week and I just want to shot myself and make it go away, but that would make me look selfish if I did that. Because theres all those friends and family that would get hurt in the process and its not worth having them be in pain.

My tattoo looks like shit bc there was new color put on it and yellow wont stay on my skin and yet again yellow was added and to much orange was added to so its to bright and my parents are getting mad at me for using all my money to finish my tattoo.

Another thing I putting myself back on my medication, because im just starting to back down and cant stand being around people most of the time. I just am starting to snap at everything my parents and girlfriend say/tell me.

I have no plans for this weekend and probably not doing anything on monday for the 4th, besides sit at home in my room. Most likely not drinking the rest of the week and thinking about giving drinking up its just not worth the pain it puts me thur each day. Parents call me a drink I dont like how people act towards you when there drunk and the way I act towards them.

It just seems like im going to disappear once again and not be around anyone.

Well I actually had plans but that changed was going to hangout with Courtney and Key but doesnt seem like it now since Keys plans changed today.

I just want to die and wish everyone that met me never met me at all so they wouldnt have to worry

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 21:37:38 GMT

I dont know what wrong with me today...

I just feeling like crying but dont want too, its just eatting me from the inside out and i cant stop it
my feeling have just all of a sudden started to effect me
for no damn reason and it really truly sucks.

Couldnt fall asleep lastnight after drinking
just sat up all night sketching and pretty much draw a bad ass drawing
Im guessing my drawing is how my mind works bc its all twisted

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 09:00:12 GMT

Suicide Style? by YorunoKage
Name
Sex
Favorite Color
Date of Death	December 9, 2041
Time of Death (Rounded to the Hour)	1:10pm
Suicide Style	Overdose on Shrooms- sure you'll spend the whole time vomitting, but just imagine the shit that will be going through your head.

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Fri, 17 Jun 2005 20:31:06 GMT

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	Caffeine Boy
Super Power	X-Ray Vision
Enemy	Frozen Corpse Of Walt Disney
Mode Of Transportation	Scooter
Weapon	A Stapler

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Your sexual superhero persona by thatjamiegirl

Name

Age

Your Superhero Identity:

Slip 'N' Slide

Sexual Conquests:

Your weapon of choice:

Lube. Lots and lots of lube.

Your Motto:

"MmmrffMrrbbMrff!" (your mouth is always full.)

How orgasmic you are:: 30%

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REALLY IMPORTANT!

Fri, 27 May 2005 21:54:04 GMT

ok so i need your list of drinks you want have 1week left.

kendell -kalua and milk
travis -kalua and milk
galina
cassi
jack
jon
wendy
tk
robbie
james
courtney

So hurry before you dont know what you want and the week is up.
All I have to say is lots of games and drinking and be sure you guys/girls eat enough food!?!

Oh yeah be perpared to try the watermelon :D

BLAH

Thu, 26 May 2005 19:11:54 GMT

Well I’m at work and sober…

This day sucks bc one I’m sober too, I’m really stressed out at everything. I just can stand trying anymore and should just give up.

The one thing that really is bugging me is when people to tell you to act yourself, yet they cant even do that for themselves, and try to help you when there having problems too.

A nothing thing is I’m thinking about taking all my piercings out and just being the way I was during HS, but who knows I might keep them.

All I know is I have to try to become sober and get back into shape, since I got lazy and I shouldn’t have.

Need to pay people back, and stop playing games and have games played on me.

Hmm…

So reality has finally kicked in and I’m going to make things change in my life and start acting 22. I know everyone has heard this before but this time it’s going to happen no matter what I need to do.

And Im not trying to be pathetic I’m just saying what’s on my mind at the moment.

All I know is by the summer everything I hope is going to be different bc I’ve keep my anger in and finding ways again to fix that problem with getting back into shape.

So many people call me a “slut” these days and I’m use to it now. I can’t fight with you on that I know I’m one and it’s not something I want to be titled as. So when this next weekend happens I’m going to try to behave my best, no matter what game we all play. If I get dared on anything I’m just going to drink more then.